tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-222318262012-02-16T16:39:01.282-08:00Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.comBlogger371100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-49190898766947715172011-12-29T23:00:00.001-08:002011-12-29T23:00:44.861-08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Ruk jaa, tham jaa... thodi der ke liye manjil ki pukaar ko ansuna kar. Dekh.. pairon mein chaale pade hain.. dekh, ankhon mein khoon utra hai. Hathon ki rekhayen kuch ulajh si gayi hain. Chehre ki muskaan banawati si lagti hai... dil ki khushi aadhi si lagti hai.. <br />Do kadam peeche chal... dekh, woh rishte toote pade hain... yaadein ghat si gayi hai... umr kat si gayi hai... ! Jara baith.. khud se najren mila. Jara naap, jara tol.. ek manjil ki chah mein kya kya khoya toone... jeene le liye jeena choda toone... ghaate ka sauda kiya toone!! <br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-4919089876694771517?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-68407302260579681732011-12-28T07:41:00.000-08:002011-12-28T07:43:27.889-08:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Teri chahat ke badal yun ghir aate hain...<br /><br />Sulgi sulgi sanson ko hawa de jaate hain...<br /><br />Hai tapish gar ye to jal jaon main... <br /><br />Teri rahon mein yun hi bikhar jaoon main...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-6840730226057968173?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-41087941755276826182011-09-15T03:01:00.001-07:002011-09-15T03:02:00.025-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Kuch gol gol... poore chand se... <br /><br /><br />kuch nukeele... chubhti dhoop se...<br /><br />kuch dabe dabe... chupi muskaan se...<br /><br />kuch besharm.... bebaak... bindaas se...<br /><br />Kuch saaf... sunder... raushan se...<br /><br />... kuch maile... nalayak... aawara se... <br /><br />kuch udaas... gumsum, gamgeen se...<br /><br />kuch hanste muskuraate... rangeen se...<br /><br />Hai ek tu.. tere khayal kitne...<br /><br />Meri syahi se behte rango jitne...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-4108794175527682618?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-7363529218080506632011-09-06T12:23:00.001-07:002011-09-06T12:23:45.392-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Tu han keh de to sanwar jaon main... na keh de to bikhar jaon main... sanwarne ki umeed jaroor hai... par bikharne ka bhi dar nahin... dono manjoor hain... dono kabool hain... bas ek teri chuppi hai.. jo jaan par ban aati hai!!<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-736352921808050663?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-64495323627376536022011-09-06T12:21:00.000-07:002011-09-06T12:21:33.146-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Tum the to bheed rehti thi... khayalo ki.... umeedon ki... chahton ki... ranjishon ki... tanhaiyon ko... Tum nahin ho to... gajab sannata hai!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-6449532362737653602?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-21388549590369543942011-09-05T01:32:00.000-07:002011-09-05T01:44:14.361-07:00ek lau jal rahi hain kahin... jise main dekhe jaa rahi hun. Na woh bujhti hai, na meri palken jhapakti hain. Har jhonke se ladti hai, har boond ko nigalti hai. Akeli, chupchaap din raat ambar ko taakti rehti hai. Jaane woh mujhe jala rahi hain, yan khud mujhse raushan hai. Darr hai ki gar ek pal ke liye ankhen moond li, to bujh na jaaye woh kahin. Darr hai ki gar woh bujh gayi, to bujh na jaon main bhi kahin. Kaun kehta hai ki rishte nibhaana asaan hai. Sadiyon se ek lau jalti rahi... sadiyon se main soyi nahin... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-2138854959036954394?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-49424268520377930162008-05-23T00:21:00.000-07:002008-05-23T00:25:34.494-07:00Hothon tak jo aa na saki<br />Labon par jo tham si gayi<br />Lafzon mein jo dhal na सकी<br />Hai aisi kai baatein… ankahi<br /><br />Yeh kaisi bandish hai jo tootti nahin<br />Yeh kaise dayre hain jo chootte nahin<br />Do kadam chalte hain, phir ruk jaate hain…<br />Yeh kaisi doori hai jo mitti hi nahin<br /><br />Lafz khamosh ho jaate hain<br />Ehsaas tumhara jaata nahin<br />Toot kar bikhar jaate hain<br />Par ishq yeh kam hota nahin!<br /><br />Laakh koshish kar li humne<br />Par dil ki baat dil mein rahi<br />Kehti rahi nazren…Yeh meri kahaani... ankahi…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-4942426852037793016?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-39282383384322697372008-04-28T04:58:00.000-07:002008-04-29T04:03:24.274-07:00One of the advantages of aging is you get closer to your subconscious. You know what is going on in that head of yours... and why you are behaving the way you do.<br /><br />It all happened on my wedding day. I was dressed in a lovely red saree, had a professional do may make and hair.. and yeah, for once I thought I looked pretty. I was in a group of a few women who seemed extremely proud of my professional achievements. Just then out of nowhere, a lady promptly said, “Yeah everything is fine, except that she is so fat.” Now, I have been fat practically all my life, and have lived with nicknames such as fatty, fatso, moti etc. Once when I was about 14 years of age and walking down the garden with my friends, a passer-by actually muttered, “ae roadroller” in my ear. He surely thought he was being funny.<br /><br />But to be called fat on your wedding day, is something I wasn’t expecting. I chose to ignore that comment, out of decency. While I held back that hint of a tear, suddenly my whole life fell into place. I realised why I dressed in such shabby clothes, why I asked all my boyfriends if they found me beautiful (and the reason why most of them never answered), why I shied from going to the tailor.. and why I was so nervous in social situations..<br /><br />For others life may be a four letter word, but for me, there are just three F A T! Anyways, back to my wedding day.. and every day since then, I have been hugely conscious of my low self esteem, and the reasons for it. Have made conscious attempts to accept myself the way I am.. and love my body. Have proved time and again, that it’s the mind and the heart that matter, not the vital stats. But even today, some people think it’s funny if they call me fat. And its okay if people make joke of your weight… and it’s fine if they keep advising you on how you shud shape up.. even when you haven’t asked for the gyan. Worse still, someone recently told me that these people have the ‘right’ to tell you all these things, because they are your family.<br /><br />Now, to cut short the ranting, here are some thoughts coming from a fat girl, addressed to the rest of the world…<br /><br />1) We are living in a highly prejudiced society। And I think all of the above is basically prejudice. If we wont call someone black or white, or a Sikh or a Paki… why do we call someone fat? Isn’t this discrimination?<br /><br />2) If you really care for someone, won’t you say things that make the person feel happy? Why would you point of their flaws and make them feel miserable about themselves? (It is different is you are sitting alone with person, and genuinely giving advice on how he needs to be healthier. To call a person fat in front of others is just a cheap thrill)<br /><br />3) There is a difference in laughing with someone and laughing at someone. Why doesn’t anyone get this?<br /><br />4) Why are fat people expected to take these comments as ‘funny’… and get used to them?<br /><br />5) People are not fat by choice. Most of them have tried various methods of losing weight but haven’t succeeded. Have some compassion and humanity for God’s sake!<br /><br />6) Think of all the religious books, of all the Gods… did any of them teach you to discriminate on the basis of the body? No.. it’s always the soul that counts, not the body. Then why focus so much on it?<br /><br />7) When you make fat jokes, remember, you just become a smaller person.<br /><br />8) If you see a fat person hurt bcos of the so called, 'lighthearted comments', don’t tell him that he is overreacting or being Mr. Sensitive. Put yourself in his shoes… and yu wud know..<br /><br />9) To end the rant… if you see someone being discriminated against, stand up for them… don’t leave them alone. Trust me.. it’s really lonely to be fat.<br /><br />(NOTE to all the family members... if yu don't remember being mean to me.. then you probably weren't... so do not assume that i'm addressing you. Love and peace.... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-3928238338432269737?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-22872302281197417102007-03-13T09:37:00.000-07:002007-03-13T09:39:42.038-07:00Tukdo tukdo se bani hai zindagi<br />teri bhi meri bhi...<br />Adhuri adhuri si hai kahani<br />teri bhi meri bhi...<br />Kaash ek tukda tera main bhi ban jaati<br />Adhuri teri katha ko pura ka paati.<br /><br />Rangeen teri chaadar mein<br />ek rang apna bhi bhar leti...<br />Teri ankhen moondkar<br />kuch sapne main bhi jee leti...<br />Tera haath thaam kar<br />do kadam main bhi chal leti...<br /><br />Kaash is saans ko main yaheen rok leti<br />Tukdo se bani is zindagi ko…<br />Yaheen chod deti…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-2287230228119741710?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-41794311568480456112007-02-28T06:38:00.000-08:002007-02-28T06:40:03.939-08:00Panchi ban,<br />ud jaongi main…<br />Amber saara,<br />pee jaongi main<br />Na rehna is jahan main hai ab mujhe…<br />Badlo par<br />reh jaongi main.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-4179431156848045611?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1161337459240250542006-10-20T02:42:00.000-07:002006-10-20T02:44:19.256-07:00Chandni raat mein…<br />Shoro-o-gum se door<br />Woh lamha jo tumne diya tha humein…<br />Woh lamha kabhi beeta nahin<br /><br />Behte ashqon ki dhaar ne,<br />Sehme ikraar ko roka nahin.<br />Tez dhadkano ki aawaaz ne,<br />Behke kadmon ko toka nahin.<br /><br />Lau si jalti woh lambi raat…<br />Subah se jaise chup gayi thi kahin<br />Shayad usi lamhe mein…<br />Yeh zindagi bhi ruk gayi thi kahin<br /><br />Andheri raat mein jo inteha dekhi humne<br />Phir in nazron ne kuch dekha nahin<br />Us raat jo ankhen moondi humne,<br />Yeh neend kabhi tooti hi nahin.<br /><br />Ab bhi usi lau ko jalaye baithe hain<br />Zaalim raushni humein bhayi nahin<br />Barson gujre us raat ko lekin<br />Woh lamha abhi gujra nahin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-116133745924025054?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1158072574629633632006-09-12T07:47:00.000-07:002006-09-12T07:49:34.650-07:00Ashqon se aanchal bikhar gaya<br />Aankhon se khoon uttar gaya<br />Barson beete intzaar mein tere<br />Ishq ka mausam gujar gaya<br /><br />Dil mein basi thi yaadein teri<br />Jo sanson se kabhi beeti nahin<br /><br />Tere saath chal di zindagi to meri<br />han, ragon mein tera ehsaas... thehar gaya.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115807257462963363?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1157720172088151282006-09-08T05:55:00.000-07:002006-09-08T05:56:12.100-07:00I have learnt…<br /><br />To look at the sun<br />To breathe the moon<br /><br />To have a dreamless sleep<br />To have no time to weep<br /><br />To keep my heart aside<br />To sail through every tide<br /><br />To stop wishing on every falling star<br />To love you for what you are<br /><br />To not count the days since you left<br />To relive the moments we once shared<br /><br />To smile through wet eyes<br />Yes, dear… I have made peace with life.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115772017208815128?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1154261646057032552006-07-30T05:12:00.000-07:002006-08-13T21:17:29.256-07:00Ek khvab jo dekha tha humne…<br />Jis khvab ne duniya bhar ki khushiyan sametkar..<br />humari hatheli par rakh di thi…<br /><br />Jis khvab ne har ansoo ke saath<br />hazaron muskurahaten di thi..<br />Jis khvab se bejaan tamanayen<br />door aasmaan mein udne lagi thi...<br /><br />Usi khvab ki tasveer ab feeki hone lagi hai<br />Hawa ke har jhonke ke saath rang bhi udne lage hain<br />Hathon se girti ret ke samaan<br />ab har khvahish bhi fisalne lagi hai…<br /><br />Bas kuch pal aur…<br />Phir sannate se ek cheekh niklegi...<br />Aur woh khvab waqt ke bhanvar mein doob jayega…<br /><br />Bas yahi thi uski zindagi…<br />Bas kuch hi palon ki aawargi…<br />Khvab hi to tha…<br />Jo dekha tha humne…<br />Khvab hi to tha…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115426164605703255?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1152863864986205142006-07-14T00:54:00.000-07:002006-07-14T03:11:28.580-07:00Close your eyes<br />Feel your soul…<br /><br />Tear the garb of sanity<br />Plunge into the madness …<br /><br />Ditch the words…<br />Sip the silences …<br /><br />Flap your wings<br />Unclutch from life..<br /><br />Face your fears<br />Admit defeat...<br /><br />Walk this dark tunnel<br />for many lonely years<br /><br />and then may be my friend<br />we shall ‘meet’.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115286386498620514?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1152513162497594112006-07-09T23:30:00.000-07:002006-07-09T23:32:42.510-07:00<p> </p><p>Woh doori jo mitae thi tumne<br />Wahin faasle chode jaa rahe ho…<br />Jis chehre par hansi layee thi tumne<br />Wahin gam ka saaya odhe jaa rahe ho...<br /><br />Hanske vida karna hai tumhe<br />Paar ek baat jaan lo dost mere..<br />Bachi kuchi kuch meri sanseein<br />Tum apne saath liye jaa rahe ho...</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115251316249759411?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1151953835687047212006-07-03T12:09:00.000-07:002006-07-03T12:10:35.703-07:00Somewhere between skin and flesh<br />Amongst the highs and lows<br />I look for staring eyes...<br />I look for tears that can mingle with mine<br /><br />I flow, I writhe, I smile, I hold…<br />But it doesn’t stay<br />It passes me by…<br />Another day, another night…<br /><br />When the door is shut<br />When the sheets are cleaned<br />Somewhere in the water drops<br />I try to wash the pain away…<br /><br />Back to sanity,<br />I try to fill the gaps<br />I look for answers<br />And make sense out of life…<br /><br />But nothing happens<br />The trance is not broken<br />The hole in my heart…<br />Keeps getting bigger…<br /><br />No tears to mingle with mine…<br />No one to answer the questions<br />No one to dance the trance…<br /><br />I close my eyes..<br />I wipe the tears..<br />I dance…<br />Alone…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115195383568704721?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1151003128982850812006-06-22T12:04:00.000-07:002006-06-22T12:05:28.993-07:00Ek toota dil<br />Ek adhoora rishta<br />Chal aaj in do hisson ko jodte hain…<br /><br />Behta laal rakht<br />Kuch sukhe ashq…<br />Chal aaj in boondon ko milate hain…<br /><br />Ankhen moondkar<br />Dard ke sumandar mein<br />Chal aaj behonsh hokar behte hain..<br /><br />Sansein chootti hain<br />Yan zindagi milti hai<br />Chal aaj yeh bhi dekh lete hain..<br /><br />Baith ajnabi aaj mere saath<br />Chal aaj hum apne apne<br />Gamon se dosti kar lete hain…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115100312898285081?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1150700822387161122006-06-19T00:04:00.000-07:002006-06-19T00:07:02.396-07:00Pehli baarish ki kuch boondein<br />yaadon ke kagaz mein baandhkar<br />bhej rahi hun…<br />Naye mausam ka yeh tohfa<br />Apne sirhaane rakh lena<br />Isi bahane tanhai mein bitaaye<br />mere lamhe<br />jara tum bhi<br />jee lena…<br /><br />Un boondon mein mile kuch ashq hain mere<br />Tumhari tasveer ko saamne rakhkar<br />Jo bahaye the maine…<br />Un boondon mein ek raat hai<br />Tumhare pyaar mein bheegh kar<br />jo kaati thi maine…<br /><br />Paaani ki woh halki halki bauchare<br />Jab mere angan mein padi thi…<br />To har us boond mein<br />tumhara chehra dekha tha maine<br />Sama gaye the tum saare alam mein<br />Tumhari yaadon ki is baarish mein<br />Beinteha bheege the hum…<br /><br />Inhi boondon se hi dosti kar li thi maine …<br />Us raat meri kahani sunkar woh bondein<br />bhi bahut royi thi mere saath…<br /><br />Pehli baarish ki wahi kuch khaas boondein<br />bhej rahi hun…<br />us raat ki ki kahani unhi se pooch lena<br />Isi bahane tanhai mein bitaaye<br />mere lamhe<br />jara tum bhi<br />jee lena…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-115070082238716112?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1149586134898497282006-06-06T02:27:00.000-07:002006-06-06T02:28:54.913-07:00Ek talash hai…<br />Gehre andhere mein<br />raushni ki ek lau ki…<br /><br />Ek shart hai…<br />Moondi ankhon se dekhe<br />khwabon ke sach hone ki…<br /><br />Ek shakti hai…<br />Dil mein jhaank kar<br />jazbon ko chun kar nikaalne ki…<br /><br />Ek nazar hai…<br />Ankhon se chookar<br />palkon mein baandhkar rakhne ki…<br /><br />Ek umr hai…<br />Pyaare, manchale, ziddi <br />rishton se mehki si…<br /><br />Ek kahani hai<br />Unkahi, adhoori<br />Bezubaan si…<br /><br />Ek zindagi hai…<br />Sukshm par mazboot…<br />Paani ke ek bulbule si….<br /><br />Ek main hun…<br />Bhooli si…. Bhatki si…<br />Shayad ek sapne si…<br /><br />Yahi hai meri kahani…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114958613489849728?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1148364418336314532006-05-22T23:04:00.000-07:002006-05-22T23:06:58.336-07:00A very consciously written halka-fulka poem.... :)<br /><br />Tum acha kehta ho<br />To bahut acha lagta hai<br />Tum bura kehte ho<br />To dil hi toot jaataa hai<br /><br />Tum paas aate ho<br />To har sapna sach hone lagta hai<br />Tum door jaate ho<br />To khud se hi saath choot jaata hai<br /><br />Tum muskurate ho to<br />Saara aalam khilkhilata hai<br />Tum rooth jaate ho<br />To khushiyon se naata hi toot jaata hai<br /><br />Tumhi se main hoon<br />Yeh shayad tumne kabhi jaana hi nahin<br />Dekho, suno.. samjho<br />Kyun har saans mein tumhara naam sunaai deta hai<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114836441833631453?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1147716639107528912006-05-15T11:04:00.000-07:002006-05-15T11:10:39.120-07:00<strong>A poem by my friend Aditya... </strong><br /><br />Tumse milnaa ek bahana thaa,<br />Is dil ko dhadkanaa sikhana thaa<br />Na tumne ikraar kiya, Na humse izhaar hi hua,<br />Reth ke panno par, Ye afsana humara thaa.<br /><br />Tumhari nazron mein koi aur samaya<br />Humne bhi aashiyan kahi jaa basaya<br />Manzilein milna to door ki baat thi,<br />Alag sab se, raasta humara thaa.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114771663910752891?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1147712225794440142006-05-15T09:55:00.000-07:002006-05-15T10:04:14.033-07:00Hothon tak jo aa na saki<br />Labon par jo tham si gayi<br />Lafzon mein jo dhal na saki<br />Hai aisi kai baatein… ankahi<br /><br />Yeh kaisi bandish hai jo tootti nahin<br />Yeh kaise dayre hain jo chootte nahin<br />Do kadam chalte hain, phir ruk jaate hain…<br />Yeh kaisi doori hai jo mitti hi nahin<br /><br />Lafz khamosh ho jaate hain<br />Ehsaas tumhara jaata nahin<br />Toot kar bikhar jaate hain<br />Par ishq yeh kam hota nahin!<br /><br />Laakh koshish kar li humne<br />Par dil ki baat dil mein rahi<br />Kehti rahi nazren…<br />Yeh meri kahaani... ankahi…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114771222579444014?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1147278929398265702006-05-10T09:26:00.000-07:002006-05-10T09:35:29.410-07:00Ek hi dhoond hai chayi tujh par<br />Ab to is parde ko hata.<br />Do rango ko mila kar<br />Ek naya rang bana,<br />Ae zindagi,<br />Kuch naya suna<br /><br />Wahi kahaani, wahi kisse<br />Har pehar bas wahi rishte…<br />Likh ek naya naam us kaagaz par<br />Ab to ek nayi kahani bun<br />Khud se ab tu rishta bana..<br />Ae zindagi,<br />Kuch naya suna…<br /><br />Dekh sitaron ke beech se<br />Aayi hai ek aawaaz...<br />Sun, gamo ke beech<br />chida hai ek naya saaz…<br />Khushiyon ki oar<br />Ab tu bhi kadam bada<br />Ae zindagi,<br />Kuch naya suna…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114727892939826570?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1146945196625963082006-05-06T12:48:00.000-07:002006-05-06T14:33:41.660-07:00Khud se anjaan<br />Duniya se bekhabar<br />Na koi manzil<br />Na koi humsafar…<br />Bas akeli chali jaa rahi thi…<br />Woh jogan teri, jeeye jaa rahi thi…<br /><br />Poocha naam kya hai?<br />To tumhara naam bata diya….<br />Poocha ghar ka pata kya hai?<br />To tumhara thikana suna diya…<br />Poocha kiska intzaar hai<br />To tumhara khat dikha diya…<br /><br />Banwri si lag rahi thi…<br />Ishq ishq chilla rahi thi…<br />Maano pyaar hi uski bhasha hai<br />Mohabbat hi uska majhab…<br /><br />Kisine kaha diwaani hai..<br />Kisine kaha pagal hai…<br />Ishq mein doobi woh ladki<br />Maine kaha ek jogan hai….<br /><br />Kabhi us gali bhi gujar jaana…<br />Us jogan se bhi mil aana……<br />Koi pooche kis ghar jaana hai…<br />To apna hi naam bata dena…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114694519662596308?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1146664589780276452006-05-03T06:52:00.000-07:002006-05-03T06:56:29.790-07:00Ek adhoori kahaani<br />Likh rahi hun main...<br />Bati bati si zindagi<br />Jee rahi hun main...<br /><br />Bin kahe, wafa kar rahi hun main<br />Bin maange, pyaar de rahi hun main<br />Anjaani is raah par...<br />Akeli chal rahi hun main<br />Han, kuch bati bati si zindagi<br />Jee rahi hun main.<br /><br />Andhere mein suraj ki lau<br />ko dhoond rahi hun main...<br />Raat ke mayuus chand se<br />Chup rahi hun main.<br />Thak chuki hun phir bhi…<br />Yeh bati bati si zindagi<br />Jee rahi hun main.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114666458978027645?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1145904219623536702006-04-24T11:42:00.000-07:002006-04-24T11:43:39.623-07:00My deepest desire,<br />My faith, my fire…<br />That’s you.<br /><br />I travelled far far away<br />But the love kept growing each day<br /><br />I saw your face in myriad places…<br />In trees, in light, in empty spaces…<br /><br />Tried as I could, couldn’t pull myself away<br />I realise now, this love is meant to stay.<br /><br />Like a whirlwind it keeps churning…<br />Like a fire it keeps burning…<br /><br />Hope someday, you and I can burn together…<br />Drown ourselves in this love forever…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114590421962353670?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1145904068344050172006-04-24T11:37:00.000-07:002006-04-24T11:41:08.360-07:00Ek din, ek pal, ek lamha…<br />Tumhe apna banane ka mera sapna<br /><br />Yeh kaisa sapna hai<br />Jo sadiyon se dekh rahi hun main<br />Sab jaag gaye<br />Akeli so rahi hun main<br /><br />Kabhi jo aankh khuli<br />Aur woh mujhse rooth gaya to?<br />Sabse kya kahungi<br />Gar woh mujhse jhooth gaya to?<br /><br />Kahungi, han ek sapna tha, mera apna tha<br />Phir ek din sachai ka saamna hua<br />Aur mera khwab mujhse juda ho gaya<br /><br />Isiliye main ankhen kholti nahin<br />Is meethi need se main jaagti nahin<br /><br />Palkon ke peeche<br />Har pal sanjoti hun main<br />Woh din, woh pal, woh lamha<br />Unhe apna banane ka mera sapna…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114590406834405017?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1144501862248913432006-04-08T06:06:00.000-07:002006-04-08T06:11:02.263-07:00Kyun? Kyun har baar<br />wahi kashmakash<br />wahi sawaal<br />wahi rishton ki guthi<br />wahi bhavnaon ka bhanvar<br /><br />Har baar isi bhanvar<br />mein fanskar, girkar<br />samunder ki kaali teh<br />ko chookar aati hun main.<br /><br />Ajeeb sa majaa<br />Ajeeb si raushni<br />hai is uljhan mein.<br />Jahan ek taraf aankhon ko andha kar deti hai,<br />wahin doosri taraf apni aur kheenchti hai<br /><br />Kya sahi hai kya galat<br />Kya acha hai kya bura<br />Iska faisla kaun karega?<br /><br />Kirdaar badalte hain<br />Jaghen badalti hain<br />Par kahaani wahi rehti hai<br />Mudda wahi rehta hai – Pyaar.<br /><br />Kaun had tay karega is pyaar ki?<br />Main to nahin kar sakti<br />Tum hi kar lo.<br /><br />Thamo is haath ko<br />Le chalo us kinaare<br />Jahan rishton ke daayre samajh mein aa jaayen<br />Jahan sab kuch saaf saaf dikhae de<br />Jahan dil aur dimaag mein dosti ho jaaye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114450186224891343?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1141746922448993642006-03-07T07:50:00.000-08:002006-03-07T07:55:22.460-08:00Someone once asked me, you write sad poems, are you so sad in life? I thought for a while and said no, I am a fairly happy person like the rest of the world.<br /><br />But happiness never propels me to write. But when i am sad, i feel like writing about it. I guess sadness, loneliness are far stronger emotions than happiness. Happiness is a butterfly that eludes me all the time. But sadness is like a true friend. When it comes back to you, you know it is yours. A common saying goes, ‘when you laugh, the world laughs with you. But when you cry, you cry alone.’ That makes my tears, my own. No one can share it with me. It’s mine.<br /><br />Poetry that comes out of sadness, is like a bleeding human being, like a bird with broken wings. It hits you straight - in your heart. I like such bleeding poems. They make you cry, they make you think, they move you. They make you reach out to others. They touch you, and make you touch others. A happy poem can make you smile… but a sad poem can make you cry. And that.. I guess is nice. In a world where people have no time to share others’ pain, a few lines connect you to another person’s sadness so easily. They even make you connect to your own sadder self.<br /><br />So, yes, I am happy, happy with my sadness.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114174692244899364?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1140777788798730302006-02-24T02:37:00.000-08:002006-02-24T02:52:29.806-08:00Aisa koi nahin<br />Jo aakar<br />Chala gaya ho<br /><br />Jo bhi aaya<br />Maano ret mein apne<br />Kadmon ke nishan<br />Chhod gaya<br /><br />Phir<br />ek kaatil leher aayi<br />aur sab kuch baha le gayi…<br /><br />Us lehar ke saath<br />har pal, har lamha dhundla ho gaya.<br />Sab kuch beet gaya<br />nahin beete to tum.<br /><br />Us geeli ret par<br />aaj bhi tumhare kadmon<br />ke nishan nazar aate hain….<br /><br />Unglion se choo sakti hun main unhe<br />Unke talwon ki lakeere<br />padh sakti hun<br /><br />Woh lakeere jo meri lakeeron<br />Se kabhi mil nahin payee<br /><br />Kabhi kabhi sochti hun..<br />Jab sab kuch beh gaya<br />To tum kyun nahin?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114077778879873030?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1140075488454203932006-02-15T23:38:00.000-08:002006-02-15T23:38:08.466-08:00<a href="http://charuta.blogspot.com/">charuta</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-114007548845420393?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1139893653939723142006-02-13T20:54:00.000-08:002006-02-14T02:44:18.293-08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7955/2259/1600/42-15358026.0.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7955/2259/320/42-15358026.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Aaj is subah<br />mein kya baat hai?<br /><br />Kya hua hai<br />ki har cheez mein tumhara tassavur hai<br />Har shay mein tumhari yaad…<br /><br />Woh panchi jo meri khidki<br />par apne doston ke saath khel raha hai<br />Usse tumhara koi rishta to nahin?<br /><br />Woh suraj jo apni thandi dhoop se<br />mere ghar ko ujagar kar raha hai<br />Kya woh bhi tumhe jaanta hai?<br /><br />Woh chote chote bache jo ab bhi<br />subah to raat samjhe baithe hain<br />Unse se tumhara kya vaasta?<br /><br />Yeh subah mujhse kya keh rahi hai?<br />Kyun sard hawa mein tumhara ehsaas hai?<br />Kyun geeli mitti mein tumhare kadmon ki nishan hain?<br />Kyun lagta hai ki tum mujhe choo rahe ho?<br />Mujhe dekh rahe ho?<br />Mujhe mehsoos kar rahe ho?<br /><br />Aakhir, aaj is subah<br />ko hua kya hai?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-113989365393972314?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1139553125642078972006-02-09T22:28:00.000-08:002006-02-09T22:32:05.643-08:00<p>Kyun na jaane<br />Tum is tapish ko nahin samjhe<br />Ek baar to mere saath jal liye hote<br /><br />Kyun na jaane<br />Tum is mohabbat ko nahin samjhe<br />Ek baar to meri rah chal diye hote…<br /><br />Maine dekhe the sapne<br />Tumne dekha sach<br />Ankhen band kar lete ek baar jo<br />Meri palkon mein reh gaye hote..<br /><br />Ek baar to saamna kar liya hota<br />Zindagi ka, apna, mera…<br />Darte na tum agar<br />Ishq mein meri tarah jee liye hote…</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-113955312564207897?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1139552718678633152006-02-09T22:24:00.000-08:002006-02-09T22:25:18.680-08:00It creeps up…<br />On my strength<br />On my happiness<br />On my life<br /><br />It opens up…<br />My chest of fears<br />My bag of insecurities<br />My house of hidden sorrows<br /><br />Just when I find my ground,<br />Just when I find meaning<br />In this meaningless existence<br /><br />It starts crawling on me…<br />It sucks on happiness<br />On my contentment<br /><br />How cruel, how selfish,<br />This black, dark loneliness.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-113955271867863315?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1139552370871960082006-02-09T22:18:00.000-08:002006-02-09T22:24:07.593-08:00Apne jeevan ki is udaan mein<br />Main kai shehron, kai janglon se gujra hun<br /><br />Par aisa kyun lag raha hai ki<br />Aaj mere pankh kuch bhari se ho gaye hain<br /><br />Koshish to bahut kar raha hun<br />Par zameen se uth nahin paa raha hun<br /><br />Jaise ki zameen pe gond lagakar<br />Chipka diya ho kiseene.<br /><br />Par jab aasman ki oar dekhta tun<br />To aisa lagta hai ki<br />Amber ka yeh tukda mera to nahin hai.<br /><br />Aakash ka woh hissa zoh<br />Kabhi mera kahlaaya jaata tha<br />Kahin kho gaya hai.<br /><br />Mujhe intezaar karna hoga,<br />Mere aakash, mere hisse ka.<br /><br />Zab who mere sir ke upar aa zayega,<br />Tab zameen se har bandhan todkar<br />Main apne par ko aazaad kar<br />Ud zaaonga.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-113955237087196008?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22231826.post-1139552161092934652006-02-09T22:14:00.000-08:002006-02-09T22:16:01.093-08:00Chahat ka yeh kaisa majaa hai…<br />Ishq ka kaisa junoon<br />Har ghoont mein kaisa nasha hai…<br />Har dard mein kaisa sukoon<br /><br />Ek tara toota hai kahin<br />Aur kahin ek choodi<br />Giri rakht ki boond hai kahin<br />Honthon se humne jo chakh li<br /><br />Kahin tez sanson ka shor<br />Kahin uljhi zulfon ka manjar<br />Kahin bindiya, kahin sindoor<br />Kahin sharm, kahin guroor<br /><br />Dekho baali giri hai wahan<br />Dekho aanchal pada hai yahan<br />Dekho hansi jhooti hain wahan<br />Dekho ansoon baha hai yahan<br /><br />Do palkon ke neeche<br />Un hothon ke aas paas<br />Dheeme se kaha jo tumne<br />Lo, bujh gayi har pyaas<br /><br />Aaj pure hue hain umr ke kai sapne<br />Aaj hue ho tum mere apne<br />Aaj uthi hai pyar ki khushboo<br />Aaj mehsoos kiya hai yeh jadoo<br /><br />Mohabbat yaad rahe na rahe<br />Mohabbat ke is jazbaat ko yaad rakhna<br />Saath milkar hum tum behke the kabhi<br />Pure chand ki is haseen raat ko yaad rakhna…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22231826-113955216109293465?l=dhwanee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shilpa F D'Mellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01244231413012488582noreply@blogger.com2